the line starts here,
but it moves
Fulya Pınar

Fulya Pınar
‘The line starts here!’ the officer shouts.
But no one here believes the line ever begins.
​
They have stood in too many lines
that led to other lines,
doors that opened
into heavier doors,
lists that carried their names
only to cross them out.
​​
Still, they arrive
with keys to vanished houses,
with names of three countries
all called home,
with folders sweating in their hands
each page a thinner
version of a life
reduced to
a story,
pared
to a
word.
​
A boy holds his grandfather’s card,
exile’s heirloom
from Haifa to Yarmouk,
renewed until even the office disappeared.
Behind us, a Yemeni woman balances
a plastic bottle, a sleeping child,
and the same answer rehearsed
a thousand times.
Rumours move faster than files.
A man whispers of another office:
open at night, off the books
three hundred liras a head
the price climbing with the dollar.
A child hums a tune from Mosul,
the Kurdish verses unsung.
​
The line starts here.
But it moves.
Not forward.
But down.
Then in.
Then under.
In the shifting seam
an old woman’s chair,
scrapes along it,
the child’s hum
frays,
tugs,
loose.
Fulya Pınar works across drawing, poetry, and ethnography, tracing the subtle architectures of life lived in motion. She teaches anthropology at Middlebury College.
an interview conducted by Otherwise poetry editor Grace H Zhou





